Kiss and make up
The act of ignoring and the lack of ignorance. They know it, they are conscious of what they’re doing and how much impact their act could have. They know that they’re neglecting (something or someone), with a clear purpose. I’m obsessed with how I am ignored and alienated because of how much it matches with my own theory in my head that I’m not, that worthy. I’m not victimising myself, but somehow, belittling myself, pathologically and in an ill-intentioned manner. The act of ignoring does not come in that handy, it takes them a lot of effort. The effort of turning back on someone requires a sense of determination. The noun form of “ignore” has nothing to do with “ignorance” though they share the same root in linguistics. The embedded connotation that lies in them refers to the seamlessness that conglomerates the two seemingly opposite acts and states — ignoring has a lot to do with the lack of ignorance. You have to know enough in order to ignore (something or someone) adequately. You
